Q: Please share from your experience how you ended neediness?
Q: Please share from your experience how you ended neediness?
I have been challenged in life to stand alone. It felt like I could not, and I should not. Yet how could I know, really know my own power without the need of anyone or anything else dictating to me? How I simply just wished to be then. During times of pushing and striving ahead. Forced to ignore my one simple wish. I just want to be.
I love the absence of need and want. I love to be in that alone space where I can hear my heart beat and the mind rejoice in Yes. Life is sweet and carefree. Not because I have, but because I am. I had to get past the crying out for someone to hold me up. Don't we all feel that way at times? Its like a tremendous pressure to be ok. Since when do I need that kind of pressure? It could really take me away if I let it.
I love to be in this place where I don't need a higher power to carry me through life anymore. I don't need to reference a scripture to know. Its like death to all the illusions that were just weighing me down. I just don't need anymore. I don't even want. I just Love. I love to be able to be independent and love myself and my own life with nothing else added.
My partner’s love that he loves to shower me with is like the icing on the cake. The thought of having a family with him is like the cherry on top. So delightful. I don't need any of this, a relationship, a family, to feel fulfilled. I am already. Its just an added delight. My life now is about added delights. Will it add or distract? I don't even need it to when the heart is already overflowing.
This is how I stay in my central abundance where there is no more pressure to exsist and experience. How incredible is that?
This is me. Being at peace and loving myself unconditionally in my own skin, my beautiful soul. Nothing else needed. I devote myself in keeping that space in my heart empty and carefree as I love living everyday with a heart that is laughing and at peace.
This I wish for everyone but everyone does not go through what I went through. Everyone goes through their own. And that's the beauty of the independent journey and seizing it as such — you get to recognize yourself. Your capacity. Your Light. Knowing the Self that you can only Know. The first Love story. The first place where the Heart came alive in Love. And that's why walking your own path is valuable. Because it makes walking with another even more delightful.
